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the lonely nights
- Mood:heartbroken
- Music:going crazy
THIS was like the worst christmas in my whole life?why?? i talk about it later....everything just isn't going the way i wanted it to happen.everything is OPPOSITE!! Things that i won't wanna happen happened!
DAY before christmas eve. omg that one, hardcore SUCK okay/?? i don't wish to say what happen...can't spend christmas eve with the person i really like? that's really sad. Oh well, so yea, i had this bunch of friends, around 20 ppl, we will meet every christmas eve to countdown tgt...and we did the same this year, it's been a long time since i saw them, played pool, went drinking(beer) so couldn't really feel any thing?!?! but gary was red HOT. and i really meant the RED and the HOT part.went back to simei at around 1 am...spend time with my friends until like 3am? then went home.didn't really enjoy it, simply because i was effing worried for someone! hahas
CHIRSTMAS was fine...accompanied my friends to church. Coz there was some chirstmas party going on there.people there are seriously VERY friendly!! met new friends like...hmmm. *adriena,,sheryl,lina,wen jun, wen hao, fu rong, wen fong, leon,lian jie,chorheng,chorbeng,shawn,yun wai,jun jie,jordon*and like 5 more?couldn't rmb their names!sorry!!went home around 12 plus, talked to esther until like 4am until she was dead beat...
TODAY was indeed fun...again, went to pp first, then head down to pasiris to settle some stuffs...annddd then head down to church, busy huh?? chill out awhile in the church...played, then went to bedok for basketball.played quite well today, hahas. and now i'm back home again, here i am sitting down thinking of some stuffs and waiting for someone to reply me. oh well, MERR CHRISTMAS EVERYONE, tho it's kinda late...
i wish we could last, but i don't think we could.i tried my best,i'll leave with no regrets.just not good enough huh??oh well
DAY before christmas eve. omg that one, hardcore SUCK okay/?? i don't wish to say what happen...can't spend christmas eve with the person i really like? that's really sad. Oh well, so yea, i had this bunch of friends, around 20 ppl, we will meet every christmas eve to countdown tgt...and we did the same this year, it's been a long time since i saw them, played pool, went drinking(beer) so couldn't really feel any thing?!?! but gary was red HOT. and i really meant the RED and the HOT part.went back to simei at around 1 am...spend time with my friends until like 3am? then went home.didn't really enjoy it, simply because i was effing worried for someone! hahas
CHIRSTMAS was fine...accompanied my friends to church. Coz there was some chirstmas party going on there.people there are seriously VERY friendly!! met new friends like...hmmm. *adriena,,sheryl,lina,wen jun, wen hao, fu rong, wen fong, leon,lian jie,chorheng,chorbeng,shawn,yun wai,jun jie,jordon*and like 5 more?couldn't rmb their names!sorry!!went home around 12 plus, talked to esther until like 4am until she was dead beat...
TODAY was indeed fun...again, went to pp first, then head down to pasiris to settle some stuffs...annddd then head down to church, busy huh?? chill out awhile in the church...played, then went to bedok for basketball.played quite well today, hahas. and now i'm back home again, here i am sitting down thinking of some stuffs and waiting for someone to reply me. oh well, MERR CHRISTMAS EVERYONE, tho it's kinda late...
i wish we could last, but i don't think we could.i tried my best,i'll leave with no regrets.just not good enough huh??oh well
- Location:HOME
- Mood:
discontent - Music:sieze the day
You were my eyes when i couldn't see,
you were my air when i couldn't breathe,
but you always knew what you meant to me,
(yeaah.ah,ah)
You were my strength when i was down,
and you made me humble when i wouldn't bow,
I held on to your promise that you'd be around,
(ah,ah...ah,ah)
Where were you when i was alright,
tell me, did you knew I was alright,
you, left me thinking I'd be alright,
wont you come back to me,
Ohhh..
It's crazy but i'm falling apart,
It's crazy how your leaving me scarred,
It's crazy girl wherever you are,
you stole, my heart
It's crazy but I'm going insane,
feeling lost confused and ashamed,
It's crazy, hope your feeling my pain,
you stole, my heart
(Stolen)
Just like a moment....
(Stolen)
you never owned it,
(Stolen)
you took away my heart,
I was feeling lost in my own world,
neglecting your needs only once girl,
If only we could try again once more,
ohhh..(Ohh..)
Now It's the same sad story that we all know,
how lovers make mistakes watch it all blow,
now i don't wanna be the one to let it all go.... nooo
[Chorus]
(Stolen)
Just like a moment....
(Stolen)
you never owned it,
(Stolen)
you took away my heart,
(ah,ah...ah,ah..)
No man can live without blood running through his veins,
(through his veins)
and it's hard to remember the summer now here is rain
I don't know how much longer that i can wait
It's a thin line... between love and hate,
Oh-whoa-whoaaaa...
It's crazy but i'm falling apart,
It's crazy how your leaving me scarred,
It's crazy girl wherever you are,
you stole, my heart
It's crazy but I'm going insane,
feeling lost confused and ashamed,
It's crazy, hope your feeling my pain,
you stole, my heart
(Stolen)
Just like a moment....
(Stolen)
you never owned it,
(Stolen)
you took away my heart,
(ah,ah...ah,ah..)
(Stolen)
Just like a moment....
(Stolen)
you never owned it,
(Stolen)
you took away my heart,
(ah,ah...ah,ah..)
- Location:home
- Mood: disappointed
- Music:stolen
sorry about today, but seeing was totally cherred me up
ohwell
MY FACE HURTS!!HAHA
- Mood: crushed
- Music:domino
Went to ben's house for some drinks and snacks, thx for everything man, and all the opinions you gave me, very well appreciated. left after around 3 cans of beer.headed home, and here i am sitting down, thinking. don't wish to say what i'm thinking about... headache, someone help me!
takecare everyone!
you pulled me in, and pushed me out. brought me up, then cut me down.you hope that i'm happy, but i'm not.......,sorry i'm not good enough for you, i hope this break up will make you feel better. you will definitely find a better guy, i'm sure you will.
i'll end it here, cheers to all having a happy relationship
- Mood:
sick - Music:maybe
- Mood: crappy
- Music:if you get there before i do
baby you mean more than anyone else to me
you're my everything
- Mood:
annoyed - Music:crush
tmr is my birthday, let's hope the chalet would be fun...let's drink tillwe drop!
sorrydear.i know i tend to say wrong things which makes you sad. i'm really sorry k. tmr is my brithday. i hope you can stay longer :(
Camp was fine, meaningful yet tiring. ohwell, at least i benefitted from it??i guess?don't feel like talking about it so much, feel a little sick now
ohmy!sorry to hear about the bad news dear....hey i loveyou k?i'l meet you on thurday!! ILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOUVEYOU!!GET WELL SOON TOO :D
